A Decline

• Thursday, August 13, 2009 11:58 PM, PDT
Today I was able to speak with Michael's oncologist. He prescribed Decadron, a steroid, to offset what must be swelling from the tumor. Tonight Michael appears to be responding well, as he suddenly is doing better again. Last night was such a scare, and one that Michael does not remember.

I am learning each day that the next cannot be fully anticipated. This journey is filled with abrupt twists and turns.
It is doing the same with my emotions. I will try to breathe deep, and remind myself that the next day could bring a calm breeze back our way.

Dan

• Wednesday, August 12, 2009 9:52 PM, PDT
I just wanted to send off a quick note to let everyone know that Michael has had a turn for the worse. In the last couple of days he has shown significant decline. He spent most of the day in bed, so it was a shock when I got him up to have dinner. He is unable to balance himself very well, and falls without my physical assistance. He is exhibiting a weakness on his left side of his body.

I have sent a message to his oncologist to seek further assistance.

I'm sorry this message is so straight forward. I'm trying my best not to fall apart in front of Michael, as I don't want to scare him. I'm afraid I'm losing him soon.

We appreciate you support and prayers.

Love. Dan